I am tired..
Tired of feeling your hurt,
Tired of trying not to hurt,
Tired of accepting you’re hurt.
Because when I see your face
The only thing I feel is
The pain and the guilt
That you’re hurt.
My head is aching and I can’t think properly
It is spinning so badly I think i might fall
Just a second, hold me a moment
Just hold me a little bit more…
I don’t know how can this reason
Can affect me so badly
When i know that i can be stronger
When i know i can be tough.
But i just want to cry it out
I don’t know if this is the only reason
All i want to do is cry
All i want is to take it OUT.
But the funny part is that
No matter how much do i try
No matter how many times i try getting it out
It seems it never finishes
It seems the pain is endless.
I wrote this months ago, I don’t know why I am publishing this when I promised to be all cheered up and happy, but I don’t think we all can be happy all the time can we? So here I go. [: Hope you like it!